God Guiding my Heart

God guiding my heart I don't want to post a lot of things that happened in my marriage due to our privacy, but the last two years or so were the hardest. As my prayers got more deep and specific because my goal was to save it and be a family: I felt that we grew more distant. Within those years, I felt God pulling on my heart. I remember asking him for the divorce and feeling like God saying: "You did all you could." After I asked for such a thing, I remember the next morning: the sky was so beautiful in color. It was like God's reassurance saying it was okay. When I moved out on my own back in October, I shortly found a beautiful church called Grace Avenue. I loved the diversity of the people there and all the people I have met and encountered. Once again I felt God saying your going to be okay. I have been part of a freedom group the last couple of weeks and has changed me. I am in the process of forgiveness because there is no point of holding on to a grudge. I also know God needs to be the center of my life and all future relationships.